Here I am on the last day of my new life. From now it will be different, way different in my even newer life.

I have no control of my life. That is good as someone else does and it's in even better hands. That is becoming apparent to me. There are things I am wanted to do, directed towards, by otherworldly , shall I say, Gentleness. The countercurrents I have stick handled in my life have all been very palatable without too much of a painful consequence.

In the last few years, changes I wished for have come around. It's more of an introduction as opposed to a book. It began (showing itself indelibly) with a letter expressing my discontent to a then landlord. It began with my friend Caelen talking about a certain David Icke's perspective on Sept. 2001's event, and him lending me one of Icke's books. It began with reading John Perkins' Confessions of an Economic Hit Man. It began with asking Alistair and Bo "How do you change the world?".

Three years after this question the answer came when Viki and I broke a vicious cycle she had carried from previous relationships. It was then that I saw how to change the world. I thanked her for that.

Over that time I'd been asking for change. About three times I did ask and for more each time and for what could amount to significant ones too.

My education on life's institutions, (education, history, policing, military, government , medical establishment, insurance, religion etc) has been turned on its head. I've reeducated myself; actively, not passively and not numbly and unwillingly this time.

I've gone from gaining a different perspective on the world events, historically and of our times, and the ways of today's world (this from "researching" the Net) to what's behind the mysteries of life as they have been called, misleadingly.

I've not set out on an itinerary as I would never have known where to start nor where to go to as the final place to enquire about or validate.

It's all been the blind leading the blind. …or has it really been?

For lack of itinerary, it's all been situations, understandings and information placed on my path. All one after another.

Now I laugh as UFOs and extra-terrestrials are on the path. For my sister it's the Mafia she says.

This autumn a best friend died. He came by for an extraordinary visit after his death. That visit I distinguish as understanding not information, as an aside.

The crux of the matter is here. At this juncture on my path, here's what's on my path and what, in other words are my beliefs.

Oh boy how do I say all of this?

First of all I haven't got it all figured out. And there's plenty more to find out, all of which will be put on my path undoubtedly.

Us folks in human body ain't where it's at. There's WAY more to us than just having a body to spend a few years in then out we go. It feels right when looking at information that says other forms of life exist. Geez when my friend visited me that sure wasn't human so, as a therefore, I'm putting that in the "other life form" category. Reasonable? Countless people have had interactions with other life forms, not just I.

On my path is Ra , is Jay Paul, among others. Whether you believe they are who they say they are or not, their knowledge is exactly what the world needs to hear more of.

Ho hum, knowledge and help being offered us "lowly" and "undeserving" earthlings by other life forms? Other life forms wanting to help us out , my, they must like us, they must see something in us. The thought that we humans on earth are worthy of love to the point of offering us assistance in regaining a livable earth and universe sure made me feel worthy and optimistic and that we can lick this nonsense we see and feel (or not) everyday.

This transcript started out as a note-to-self to perhaps be shared amongst some of my friends however 1000Words came to mind¦

Well I guess I've elucidated all this stuff for myself as was my intention but alas here are references (not to my sanity) but to who I've mentioned. Enough said. Thank you I say!

Some of Jay Paulâ's ever so compassionate words:

http://www.jay-paul.com/seventh_plane.htm

Help being offered from out there, taking it?:

http://www.firethegrid.com/eng/home-fr-eng.htm

One of many interviews with Ra, pick a category:

http://www.lawofone.info/results.php?category=Earth+History

More Ra stuff:

http://www.lawofone.info/

Often introduced as the most controversial person on earth today, David Icke:

http://www.davidicke.com/index.php/

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